I’m frequently afraid that my life will turn out poorly, and it scares me. I feel it’s only natural for people to fear for their future, so I don’t worry so much when I think, who will my wife be, or what will my job be, or things of that nature. But that isn’t what scares me (granted I would like my life to turn out well, but that isn’t what scares me). What really scares me is the dramatic turns that my life could take in the future, specifically that I might turn out to be a mass murderer and I don’t even know it. What if I just snap and start killing people. I’ve already started to plan out how I would kill somebody and what I would do once they were dead… I think I might have problems…
A group of geese on the ground is a gaggle while a group of geese in the air is a skein.
Why do you think you wouldn't be able to control it?
ReplyDeletealso i'm afraid of failure too, but it's more like personal failure - not that I wouldn't get a good job or be successful, but that i will be unsatisfied with life and feel like i could've done more for the world. I want to feel like i lived my life fully and that i'm happy and not getting that would be my failure.
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